jackareen!

Sometimes, I really need to know why.

Why is it that I let this happen to me? Why do I let myself be unhappy? — I already know that being sad screws up other parts of my life, so I just become more unhappy. Why do I let the people who make me unhappy continue to do so?

People have told me that running isn’t the answer, but staying when you’re hurting can’t possibly be right, either. So the answer must be: change. Change until what used to hurt me doesn’t anymore. And if I continue to fail, change myself more. Because my flaws and imperfections need to be fixed, right?

I think I’ll go out for a run.